Signe Saturday January 30, 2010
please help me, I dunno why its happening to me. Please make it stop! xx in Jesus Christ name amen. ~Your child~
Signe Saturday January 30, 2010
Dear God, thank you for getting the heat back in my living room. I know your’e busy, but it really helped me, to write the letter yesterday. Thank you for my friend, and I’m sorry I’m such a screw up, I try to not be such a loser. Thank you for everything I have and I feel bad, that I don’t say it more often. Thank you for my life I hope I will be happy inside too, like it looks outside, I shoulnd’t complain too much, coz I know I have more, than most people would kill for. How can I help? how can I help you? Please give me strenght and courage and I’m dying to come to another concert this year.. Bless us all and I bind Satan from this world, make me a better Christan and protect me against all evil. I know its may just be a dream, unreal, but my biggest desire is to meet them, even I may gonna soaked for a year! -_- should I T again? give me a sign and help him, forgive him for his sins, and I need to know the truth about him, what is it he want? thank you for getting my GB friends back. hope to have them all back .. In Jesus Christ name amen. ~Your child~ xxx
yet another day Saturday January 30, 2010
Dear God, I really hope I have a better day then yesterday, I never should have reacted the way I did and not feeling good was no excuse so please forgive me. I am trying so hard here with what has been placed on my shoulders and in my heart, I am stuggling so bad at it too, I don’t want to fail! I don’t want to make the wrong choices or decisions. What is going on with me? what am I suppose to do? My life feels almost complete yet I yearn for one more part, a big piece of me and Matt that will grow and we can share together, will this happen? or do we have false hopes? I don’t think either one of us can go through another failure but yet we know the risks involved do we take them or let this opportunity pass us by? What is in store for us? Was this failure a way for us to make sure what we really want or is it that it’s just not meant to be? Can you give me some kind of answer? Will I have my answer tomorrow at the appointment? I know you are around me and in my heart because I feel you each and everyday. Please stay with us on our journey, bring Matt home safely tonight and help me get through each and everyday with a smile on my face. I think the most important thing is you knowing how much I love and believe in you.
Jazelito Saturday January 30, 2010
Dear God, I feel so humbled and yet so shameful to even direct my prayer towards you. As I look back on my life I cry. My tears are a physical representation of a mix of feelings – regret,sadness,rejetion but yet I feel grateful. (Quick question: Why did you allow us to cry? I mean, what made you think we as humans needed to shed tears? Its something I’ve always wondered.) I won’t sit here and try to explain my life story because you know it better than I do. You know my past, my present, and my future. That is what keeps me going…your love and mercy. I’ve failed you many times and yet you are still there when I come back crying. As you know in my past relationship that is what he does. I know he cares for me and doesn’t want to hurt me but as a person he can’t control his own selfish desires. Is that how you see me? As your daughter who loves you yet because she has been hurt she pushes you away with her selfish desires? I understand now. Perhaps that was the purpose of meeting him. I must admit that I still love him and wish things were differently but I know that you are in control. If we never get to be a “we” again, I pray you give him someone that truly loves him..though at this point in time I can’t ever imagine someone loving him for than I do. I pray for his soul and I pray that if you do allow him to be in my life that you help me be an example for him. Help me be more like you. I have seen you answer other people’s prayers and I have longed for such a miracle. Yet I know you loving me is a miracle in itself because we both know that I didn’t and don’t deserve it. Let my life be a living thank you to you. I love you. In Jesus’ name I pray.
Brian Saturday January 30, 2010
Dear God NO more snow this winter and no big storms and it’s cold today and get warmer now. NO diseases in life never and no diseases in life either for my family never. I want to have normal vision left eye again and no more blured vision now. I want no more learning disablity and get married someday and meet a nice girl. I want to lose weight and be healthy. I want to be happy now.
God’s lost coin Friday January 29, 2010
Well here I go God.. To me this is ridiculous to write on this Blog but i will put my faith into action anyways. Okay you have dealt with me for years & years to answer your knock at the door of my heart. I am finally ready to surrender and totally give you my life 100% and whatever you want to do with it is fine cause its not mine to begin with. I have lost everything, from my job, to car, to girlfriend, to even losing my sister. I don’t sit here and pity myself any longer cause I know through all of this you have something in stored for me, I just need to faith and courage to seek you & find you again like i did as alittle boy before its too late and everything passes me by. I know your waiting on me to take hold of my destiny and to open up my god given treasures you have hid down in my soul. I am tired of making up excuses, i am tired of going through life hiding behind my hurt, I am tired of being afraid of the unknown and what’s going to happen in the future because only you know what’s in stored. I am tired of the mundane and being depressed cause i know YOU have all the answers. You have broken me down and my spirit, now I ask you to put me back together the way that only God can. As i write this, I have no other option or solution. But I just want you to know that I am sorry for all my disapointments & hurt i caused you. Please forgive me. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me though i didn’t deserve it you were still there to help me. I Love you God, I really do.. don’t give up on me yet cause something tells me inside, a voice somewhere down in my soul says, ” Get back up” Get back up” Get back up” Get back up”.
Alexis Friday January 29, 2010
Dear God, I know I have asked this quite a bit times before Lord, and I am sorry for asking again. Robert and I are doing wonderful just like you planned it. I am starting to worry though. Please let him love me. Love me everyday more and more. This boy has become my everything. I wouldn’t want anything to ever ruin us. Please and Thank you Dear Lord.
Ireland McLean Friday January 29, 2010
I love you. Please write me back.