Grief and Loss

Grief and Loss

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Susan Sparrow
Wednesday January 30, 2013

Dear God. I feel like I am a priate. Please help me to get a priate ship. Without one, my Almightly Lord aha me hearty, I feel the world would be a sadder place. Almightly Authority, please let me be your instrument of fun, love, and High Sea priacy. With lots of Sparrow love and rememberance from your Priate Instrument and loyal devotee, Sparrow xxx

Help me King Jesus
Wednesday January 30, 2013

I do not want to send any card to my sister for her birthday. She has harmed me abused me hurt me. I fogive her Lord God but I dont want to have a relationship that is so sick and distorted. I know that you understand how i feel Father but there are also children involved ~ This you know.Please God heal my sister of her evil madnesses. Help her to Love you as you first extended Love to us all on the cross amen

Dear God
Monday January 28, 2013

May all my rest be found only in YOU and YOUR will for my life amen JESUS IS LORD!

adrianna
Friday January 25, 2013

hello god i think you are amazing you are our father you are the king of our world we respect you at all times from your daughter,adrianna mormile heckman

Cheri
Friday January 25, 2013

Dear God. Please heal my faith. My lack of faith. I want so badly to believe in you, to feel you and draw close again to you. There is so much bad in the world that it is hard for me to believe. Little Cameron dying. Brianna’s cancer returning. All these little ones fighting so hard with so little hope. Michael living the way he has been. So many things are dismal right now. I need to see and feel You. I need to see your power. Please, please, open my eyes and my heart to you. Please watch over Katie. Keep her safe and joyful. thank you for all your provision. We have more than we need and you continue to bless us. I know this. I just pray that the things we cannot change will be changed by You. I want to pray for your will to be done, but I am so afraid of what that might be. Please heal Brianna. Please please please. In Jesus precious name I pray, Amen.

Cheri
Friday January 25, 2013

Dear God. Please heal my faith. My lack of faith. I want so badly to believe in you, to feel you and draw close again to you. There is so much bad in the world that it is hard for me to believe. Little Cameron dying. Brianna’s cancer returning. All these little ones fighting so hard with so little hope. Michael living the way he has been. So many things are dismal right now. I need to see and feel You. I need to see your power. Please, please, open my eyes and my heart to you. Please watch over Katie. Keep her safe and joyful. thank you for all your provision. We have more than we need and you continue to bless us. I know this. I just pray that the things we cannot change will be changed by You. I want to pray for your will to be done, but I am so afraid of what that might be. Please heal Brianna. Please please please. In Jesus precious name I pray, Amen.

please teach Baba
Thursday January 24, 2013

what emotional adultry is and how disgraceful it really is to you God and to Himslef and His wife amen KING JESUS IS LORD GOD ALMIGHTY AMEN

Jason Bourne
Tuesday January 22, 2013

Dear God, For 40 yrs I’ve always had big dreams for a family, 2.6 kids, a house with a picked fence, and a beatle bug vw car in the driveway. But since 1972, I’m still no closer to getting closer to that dream. And I really hate to admit that the 4 Major “Fifth” steps, in the program of recovery, has revealed to me that the disease of addiction had no desire whatsoever to help me to achieve that goal in life. But since 1986, My 4th & 5th steps have always revealed that the real issue was always about trust. You was not able to keep me safe and secure {with or without people to work thru}, since the day I was born to present time. {physically, mentally, emotionally, sexually, financially}. Over the yrs I developed a major concern, not to even leave a minor chance of having my family and/or children to experience what I’ve been through, or possibly, {God forbid}, worse than what I’ve lived thru. Even though I’ve been a christian since 1968, for 44 yrs., I still don’t trust you enough to go forward with the dreams decribed above. You have not been able, so far anyway, to heal my broken heart from my own childhood experiences. I do not ever want to risk even a 1 or 3 percent chance of seeing or hearing about my family members going thru anything similar to what I’ve been thru. Thru the miracle’s you’ve given me thru recovery, it took you 13 yrs. just to give me hope, faith, courage, about my future, from 27 yrs of abuse in the 5 areas mentioned above. I fear it would do 5 times worse to my heart & soul, if the same were to happen to them. I see it on tv all the time with other people and their families, and after a million tears in their behalf, I can’t trust you or have faith in you in that area of life. The evidence is so overwhelmingly against you. But in fairness to that last statement, I’m 100 percent willing to admit that 75 percent of the damage in the 5 areas mentioned above, was due to me over the yrs. But the damage itself was already done in the 25 percent of the caretakers, in the beginning of my life, that I didn’t even stand a chance of a regular “normal” life. That’s not to say that I still don’t think about it, cause I do. But that’s all I can do with that dream. The harsh reality of it is: that I really can’t afford to entertain the thought without worrying over-excessively about the negitive side-effects of creating such a dream.

Ryan
Sunday January 20, 2013

Dear God, I need your help in finding the strength within me to continue living. I have lost everything that means anything to me and am old and tired. I do not want to live anymore because I can’t find the will to. Love, home, family, friends and even my mind for a time have all slipped through my fingers. I have nothing to lose or gain and each day is filled with pain. No words can describe my agony for it runs deeper than any conscienceness. Please show me the way or don’t let me wake up tomorrow

ak
Thursday January 17, 2013

God what bad have I done to you that you are always after me … why do you keep on punishing me always… whosoever person I start liking you snatch him away from me it seems you dont want me to get married then please dont create such circumstances where I get to meet and fall in love with new people. No one accepts me … then you also disown me… I hate you … I really hate you.. You don’t exist for me ….

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