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S.Edmondson Saturday May 16, 2009 Dear God, Thank you so much that I was able to tell Michael what has been bothering me lately… Thank you that he is now understanding where my fear has been coming from… I pray you will help me not to ever believe or repeat everything people say… Especially one person in particular… Help me to be able to walk away and not listen anymore… God you know how scared I get when this happens… And most of the time it turns out, not to be true… Help me to be strong… Be with me and my family… Keep us from harm and evil… In your Holy Name I pray… Amen… Sharon Brian Saturday May 16, 2009 Dear God NO diseaes in life never and no diseases in life either for my family never. No cancer, no stroke, no heart attack, no diabetics, no gall stones, no kidney stones, no blindness, no high blood pressure, no surgery, no infections, no transplants nothing and no accidents or injuries in life never and no diseases or accidents or injuries in life either for my family never. I want to be cured now of keratocous left eye cornea problem and normal vision left eye again and never go blind never. I want a miracle now and healing. I want to be cured of my learning disablity and no more disablity. I want to win the lotto and my luck to change now. I want to meet a nice women now. S.Edmondson Friday May 15, 2009 Dear God, Thank you for this day… Thank you that I was able to go to counseling last night… I was able to see some of mine and Michael’s problems… God you know my heart, thoughts, fears, and pain… Help me with this… Give me the mind of you… Help me to be able to trust again… Help me not want to believe what others say… Help me to not want to know what Michael is up too, If he has found someone else, if he is trying to set me up or what ever… Michael & I have been through so much… and I can’t worry anymore or fear the worst… Guide me in the right direction… When I run into someone, help me to walk away, if someone wants to tell me anything anymore… Help me to let this all go… I don’t want to face the unknown, but give me the strength to do so… In your Holy Name I pray… Amen… Sharon Michelle Friday May 15, 2009 Hi God I’m doing fine I had a lovely time today xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo! Thanksxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Good Lord! Isn’t our lovey dovey relationship goooooooooooooing very well! OOOOOOOOhohohohohohohooooooo yeeeeaeaeaeaeaeeaeaeaeaeaeaeae a eaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeaeh! Yououououououououououououououououououououououououououououououououououououououououou are more of a lover than anyone else and what I wanna know is why do I like men but men in Mum’s life really get nasty to her: lying and talking but not the walking? Why do the men in my life (not sexual, romantic but all the same), why do the men in my life act so congruent and they don’t have excuses for everything but in Mum’s life there are inconsistent, horrible men? Are you judging her? If so I feel sorry for her because she doesn’t have one link in her brain with your judgement as a cause of her misery, nor does she realise that it means that coming to God would be a good idea. Instead, she treats this as you hating her, giving her a licence to really curse you, calling you a ff—en idiot and blaming you and stuff, things that come out in anger but she actually means it! If things don’t go her way it’s your fault! Yeah? Well how come the men in my life don’t act so horrible to me? I don’t want experience to be an excuse either. I just want the truth about this. Ta! Belen Friday May 15, 2009 Dead God please help me to get Maurcellis Smith back with me I love him so much I really don’t want to lose him. I did him wrong I broke his heart I made a lot of mistakes always did when for the wrong choice I prove him that he deserves someone bette than me that he cannot trust me. I show him that I’m not a honest person that I’m not loyal That all I know how to do is be a lier that I can do things behind his back. God I’m really sorry what I did to him I really want him to forgive me I want him back Please help me to be a better person for him to be the kind of girl that he likes and the one he wants to spend for ever. I want him to love me trust me and be happy with. I love him so much please I don’t want to lose him. I will Do all I have to do to make him trust me and love me again. God please help me listen to my players at night every night Thank you God and help me please. With love Belen Gonzalez J Friday May 15, 2009 Dear God, I am so alone and desperate. My love is gone and I have lost the desire to live. I feel abandoned and without hope. It has been three months and things are getting worse. I do not understand this life lesson, and I am lost. Please help me with my love, Taylor. S.Edmondson Friday May 15, 2009 Dear God, Thank you for letting me see… Help me to have a better understanding of everything and everybody… Help me to not want to believe everything I hear… Take control of my life and help me when fear sets in… In your name I pray… Amen… Sharon Signe Friday May 15, 2009 Dear Lord, I’m about to explode inside, I love them, I want to stay forever. But I’m so confused!! please don’t let anything else happen, don’t let me brake another foot or another arm. do you hate me?? but what excatly is it?? right now i don’t feel anything. and it hurts deep inside of me. is it because i’m so tired of it. my vision is about to dissapear. I’m about to fall, falling deep. i think i’m in a middle of a life crises, will i ever have a family of my own? why is it like this? And if i got a family it would be like hell?!? this isn’t a life, i do not exist!! i have a broken heart and i’m stuck. please give me a sign. help me to figure out how i’m just gonna turn around. in the name of jesus christ, your child. Amen Why did i felt that day?? why? |