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The Lowest Soul
Monday August 15, 2011

Dear God, Here I am again….bummed.I know you have had enough of me and is tired of me….to be honest, I’m tired of me too! I really don’t know what to do. I have lost all my friends, I go to a church were I really don’t feel welcomed and that I belong there. I really, really, really, really, really, don’t understand you PERIOD!!!!! I have tried so desperately hard to understand you and your ways and I don’t. I have prayed and asked you for spiritual help and understanding, but…. for some strange reason it seems to me that you can’t help me. You have proved to me that you can bless me with material things, but it seems as though the spiritual things are some what difficult to manifest….I don’t know what to believe anymore….. I’m tired! I have prayed and asked you for something for over 25 years and I guess I asked you something that you can’t possibly do, and for this please forgive me for asking. I ask you now to just give me peace from it and free me from it. I know longer will need it when you call me out of this world, and I will be to tired to be busy for you if you grant it to me me in my old age. What good will it do me then. God, I ask you to please just give it to someone else, someone who’s younger and have the energy to work, thank you! One more request…. please let that woman have that man and he have her. They obvious lover each other and they are so much a like, besides… he’s really really not my type… I don’t like men with a hidden feminine side. The woman is desperate and so is he. They deserve each other seeing no one else wants them. She’s after prestige and he is blinded by her deceiving qualities……they deserve what ever happens to them. Please put them together in matrimony Lord!..AMEN!!!!!

Inspiration for the day…
Monday August 15, 2011

Kindness in words creates confidence, kindness in thinking creates profoundness, kindness in feeling creates love.

no name sender
Monday August 15, 2011

THANK YOU ~

no name sender
Monday August 15, 2011

have a few question. 1) my computer isn’t even private anymore. How come? 2) WHY DON’T YOU TELL ME, ON MSN? INSTEAD? Ps. DON’T FUCK WITH ME OR MY MOTHER. Amen.

Lord voldemort’s love
Monday August 15, 2011

Is it possible to die without a soul?! I know I’m too fuckingstrong, not to die. But I’m thinking of suicide everyday. Even when I’m not, I realise that yesterday, I guess Michelle made a big impression, when she took an overdose. I wish I had a Cole or a Leo. Please let me meet my man. Soon!!! I wish I could add my favorite teacher, HHH. Is it a scene or real? I don’t understand my thoughts.. please help.. In Jesus Christ name I pray for protection. Amen.

🙁
Monday August 15, 2011

Dear God, I am feeling like talking to you. Though i know you are every where but still i want to write to you. God, It has been long 7 months and i am not feeling any thing better. I find myself in so much confusion. I find myself restless. God, I have lost the truth in me. You know what I have become. I pray every day to you so that i can hear you but alas i am not able to.I am searching just one sign of faith which will take me to your path and will never let me return away from you. God my own thoughts are responsible for me being bad. My own thoughts took me away from you, my family and the one i loved. I am guilty of my mistakes. I wish to find my faith back in you and follow you. I want to keep up my promisses to every one. I dont want to hurt you or any one. God, I have lost all the best gifts that you gave to me and i am responsible for it.I want to become a better child of you. I want to feel you. Please help me to listen to you and follow you with full surrender to you and with only one thought that is your wish. I dont want to become restless with so many thoughts. Please god. Take care of all my loved ones. I know i dont deserve them but still you gave them to me. you know God, now i miss her a lot. I miss the beauty of love and truth. I am sorry god. i am sorry for every thing I did that was not good. I feel sad. I miss your essance in my heart. I know that may be its too late but i want to be true and hear you. Please god help me. 🙁

no name sender
Monday August 15, 2011

Dear God, I am feeling like talking to you. Though i know you are every where but still i want to write to you. God, It has been long 7 months and i am not feeling any thing better. I find myself in so much confusion. I find myself restless. God, I have lost the truth in me. You know what I have become. I pray every day to you so that i can hear you but alas i am not able to.I am searching just one sign of faith which will take me to your path and will never let me return away from you. God my own thoughts are responsible for me being bad. My own thoughts took me away from you, my family and the one i loved. I am guilty of my mistakes. I wish to find my faith back in you and follow you. I want to keep up my promisses to every one. I dont want to hurt you or any one. God, I have lost all the best gifts that you gave to me and i am responsible for it.I want to become a better child of you. I want to feel you. Please help me to listen to you and follow you with full surrender to you and with only one thought that is your wish. I dont want to become restless with so many thoughts. Please god. Take care of all my loved ones. I know i dont deserve them but still you gave them to me. you know God, now i miss her a lot. I miss the beauty of love and truth. I am sorry god. i am sorry for every thing I did that was not good. I feel sad. I miss your essance in my heart. I know that may be its too late but i want to be true and hear you. Please god help me. 🙁

no name sender
Monday August 15, 2011

I know how you roll…..shut me off so you don’t have to feel guilt that you are coward, shut every one off so you you don’t have to feel guilty anymore…even your own mother, shut her off too so you do not have to feel guilty about starving the little children to death.