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Iris Monday October 17, 2005 Dear Goddess and God, thank you for letting everything be all right between me and Steve. Please persuade him to take better care of his health and please keep him out of jail. I think I know why you give me these headaches; it’s so I’ll slow down and have time to think of You and pray; but please make them go away for a few days.I’m starting to feel better already . Thank You. I can tell Steve loves me a lot…I love You Iris Sunday October 16, 2005 Dear Goddess and God, please protect me tonight at work…let it be an easy,easy,easy night .Let there be reciprocal kindness between myself and all those I encounter. Let the night be laden with your Love. Let the Angels hover over us all, encircle us all..let anxiety be only a faint memory to me. Please bless us all. Thank You . I adore You Iris Sunday October 16, 2005 Dear Goddess and God and all my special radiant angels, Thank you for letting last night be a peaceful one at work. Thank you for the kind evaluation my supervisor gave me. It was all true and I earned it but I would not have been able to do it without You. I love You Iris Saturday October 15, 2005 Dear Goddess and God, postscript: I love You! ( You know I’m always postscripting and calling Stevie back, too, to tell him I love him…don’t know why..it’s not because it’s merely an afterthought; but I know You know that ) Iris Saturday October 15, 2005 Dear Goddess and God, please help me feel confident and competent at work tonight..help me think more of others so that I forget my feelings of insecurity. Please let the day come when this feeling of vulnerability is only a very small part of me instead of the vast pain it is right now. Please let me have a quiet, calm night at work and let others be kind to me as I promise I will be kind to them.Please let it be an easy night… .and thank you for lifting my burdensfrom me in the past few months. I know eventually You will make my headaches go away. Meanwhile, can You continue to make other aspects of my life easy so I can continue to tolerate these headaches? Also, thank You for helping me with money. You are th e Great Source of Abundance. Please persuade Stevie to stop using speed and alcohol and anything else that harms him. Thank you Iris Friday October 14, 2005 Dear God,please say hello Your Mother for me . I want You Both to know how much I love You. Thank You for helping me find a new job and a new apartment in a town so much more beautiful and more pleasant than the area in which I had been living. thank you for sending me a new boyfriend at the same time…thank you for your Goodness and Mercy which I will try to reflect when taking care of my patients and other loved ones especially my boyfriend and the little dog you gave me 8 1/2 years ago. Once again, I love You love You love You. Iris Monday September 26, 2005 Dear Holy Ones, This is one of those many occasions when I feel truly thankful for not having a prayer be answered . I asked for an easy night last night and You gave me one in which I was on my feet until sunup. I worked so hard that today I am weary and achy. But I got a chance to hone my skills and face my fears. You know how much I hate to stick people with needles; yet, there I was , doing blood sugar tests and giving insulin shots. I really needed the practice. I love You. Please help me be more efficient. There was so much paperwork, as You know.I think I forgot to fill out one space that was important. If I did, please let it not be of significance. Thank You for giving me the opportunity to feel like an intelligent adult. All my life people have stereotyped me because of my gender and small size and fair coloring , including my own poor mentally ill mother who went one step further and cosistently verbally and psychologically abused me, letting me know in so many ways that she thought I was inept and inefficient and stupid. I suppose I’ll spend the rest of my life overcoming this; but that’s a good thing. I embrace the challenge, Mother and Father because I realize now, finally, that I will have triumphs. Thank You for healing me. Iris Monday September 26, 2005 Holy Healer, I’m about to go to work and I don’t really feel very well..the usual. Can You help me feel better? The other favor I am asking for is a night of light responsibilities…last night was a good experience for me but you also favored me last night with energy and a general feeling of well being. What I’m grateful to You for tonight is that even though I’m feeling physical discomfort, I am in good spirits. It has been raining , the world smells so sweet , and my fat lazy little dog is nearby making that funny noise the way that she does. Love, me |
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