Crystal ann stone     Friday June 27, 2008

Dear god, first of all i just got to say thanks you for everything you have done. and i apologise for all the trouble and stuff i cause you.But i need a faver.My moms behind in bills and my dads mad and im scared hes gonna hurt her when im gone.Or at least yell some more.Can you atleast bring some money our way because we really need it and id greatly appreciate the effort.Im really worried.Could you please keep her safe.Please i beg of you.Thanks god.:] i love you crystal scs michigan13

p     Tuesday June 24, 2008

God, pls forgive me for being so selfish at times. There are so many people in the world that you for more reasons than i do. I realise that im so lucky and try to thank you everyday. God i have a wish.A wish to become famous fashion designer. I want to make sales. I want to be able to buy my mum a house and give my dad some money. I pray that you can help me to help myself. God im trying everything that i know and every idea i have im trying GOD.I pray tht you help me to help get what i want. I am willing to work hard God i pray that you push me in the right directions and i pray that thre are people that i network with that can help me. GOD I WANT TO HAVE THE LIFESTYLE OF THE FAMOUS AND I WOULD LIKE an apartent in new york or london. God i want what K has. I PRAY THAT YOU CAN HELP ME ACHIEVE my dreams. God i am going to work hard with your help. Please be with me. I love you. xxx

p     Sunday June 22, 2008

dear God, im really sorry that ive not written to you in a long while. i didnt feel like i neede to because i know that you are always there in any situation. I Love you. God, im writing to you now because im scared. im scared about making money. i need to make money to gain independance from my mum and banks. God please help me get out of this mess. love you always p x

It's me god     Monday June 16, 2008

Why do things never work out the way I plan or want God? I just want to live freely. To be able to travel the world with the one I love. Why does money have to be so hard to obtain these days? Why is the dollar so low? Of course the dollar is at its lowest when I decide to leave. Of course the job market is in a stuggle when I decide to return. My luck is just shit! God I don't even know what to do anymore. Here I am with my college degree and work experience, yet no one looks twice at me. I don't know what to do God. I try to get money somehow but with no luck. I feel so unlucky. I want to be lucky. I want to have luck... give me luck God.. I need it.

RbA     Friday June 13, 2008

God please give me the courage to end my life ...if i cant make it...please dont make me suffer so much while i die..because i have already suffered a lot when i lived...i think i have paid for the sins i commited here...god..if u think i still have'nt..make me suffer more..but please put my sufferings to rest...either by taking them away..or by helping me to die god..i have pleaded so many times seeking your help god..but things havent changed ..may be thats what you want god..i want to give in to what you have thought for me..please dont make me bleed much when i come to you..else my mom wont like it god..she would cry and she loves you so much..

Sabrina     Sunday June 8, 2008

Dear God, I come to You now as humbly and respectfully as I possibly can. You (better than anyone else including myself) know me, my life and current situation far better than I can explain. My troubles with my bills, school, Markus, this process, and friends are ballooning into a giant monkey on my back. Even when I'm resting...I'm on edge. There isn't an hour that passes that I do not think about my problems. It seems as though I got into many of these problems by trying to help others too much financially. As a student, with no job, I had no means to do it. Even though I stand here incurring the consequences of giving too generously, I hope that You keep it in my heart to continue to help those around me. But not foolishly. God, You know how long I have been looking for a job with no real luck. Hopefully, something will come through soon, so I can get back in school and pay these bills that are KILLING my credit. I pray that my plans for life are the same that You have made for me. No one can change your plans because the book of life has been written with something much more permanent than ink and it dried long ago. I know that whatever it is You have planned for me is best for me and others. I know that sometimes You use one person's life to affect another's. I don't know exactly how...but I know that this is best for me. God, it is extremely hard to keep going with this heavy burden strapped to my back. Please Lord, lighten my load. Please give me refuge from this storm. Even my dreams are filled with worry sometimes. I know You say do not worry but it is a natural instinct for me nowadays. Please put it in me to replace my worry with faith and reassurance. Sometimes, I think that my boat is getting heavier and heavier and soon I'll be underwater. I have faith that you won't let me get underwater...at least not for long. Please forgive me for the abortion. Please lighten my heart from the rape. Please soften both my tongue and heart because my life has calloused both. I pray for restful sleep and even easier days. I pray that soon nothing will bring me down. Please put it in me to look for God when I'm losing touch with reality and my sanity. It is those dark times that give the devil cover to attack. Give my loved ones and strangers the patience and kindness to deal with me. And please allow me the same in return. Lord, please lighten my sister's load. I hate to see her struggle the way she does. I hate to see her work 16 hour days and not have time to enjoy her 20's. I hate that for my sister. I will trade places with her. I do not know if it is in her destiny to have a family but God, if praying can do anything about that please take this one. Lord, Brittaney needs You. I'm sure You know. She's nervous but strong. Please put it in my power to do anything to help her. I would hate to see her child born too early with problems. Please give us a healthy baby girl and protect her through life. Anyone else, whose situation I am not aware of, God, please make it right. Please give those of us with faith an incentive or some extra help. You may not be here when I call you but you are here when I need you. Never late always on time. I love life. I love kindred and friends. I love none more than I love you. Thank you God, for your blessings and life. Thank you for all you have done for me and all that you have yet to do. I love you. Sabrina

Sirisha     Thursday May 29, 2008

Hi GOD, I want to confess that i did so many wrong things in my life...i know them that its not right what im doing but i cant stop myself.... I always want to be happy and healthy and cheerful throughout my life. I should be able to eat any kingd of food easily and be healthy like others without any medicines. I should get married to a very good and nice person in the way i always dreampt of and lead a very happy married life thereafter. I should be successful in my carier. Thanks for always supporting me in the times of my needs. Thanks, Sirisha

G     Wednesday May 28, 2008

My Dear God, As you know, I need some help here. Please, please, please will you help me now, now, now - by your gracious mercy, is it not time to give poor sinful me some small kind of a break? Some small pity? Anything. I really am at the edge of the cliff. I'm sorry for all that I have done wrong and anything wrong I may yet do as, obviously, I am imperfect - but I know that is not what you had in mind at all so please show some kindness and help fix me. It seems I cannot do it on my own after all. I promise that as I receive that kindness, so shall I give it. It's been nice talking to you like this. I hope you understand that I'm very very scared and that I don't understand why I am losing everything like this. I've tried to be strong and get through all of these problems but I just can't handle it. Any of it. I don't want to break. I think I am going to. I am so unhappy. Please, please help me. Love, G.