Grief and Loss

VICTORIA BOSTON      
Sunday January 8, 2012

TO MY BLESSED GOD & DICKY. EVERY THING HAS BEEN FAIR HERE. THE JEEP IS REAL GOOD & COMFORTABLE. I THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME GET IT. OF COURSE IT IS KATHY"S & MINE. KATHY IS NOT FEELING WELL,,I DO NOT KNOW IF IT HER PUMP OR JUST A GOOD HEAD COLD. SHE GOES MONDAY FOR TO FILL HER PUMP. PLEASE HELP ME STAY WELL ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF HER. YOUR GRACE & BLESSED LOVE GETS ME THRU EACH DAY. I AM VERY BLESSED TO HAVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. DICKY, I MISS YOU TODAY JUST LIKE I MISSED YOU THE DAY YOU LEFT. BUT IT DOES MAKE ME FEEL BETTER THAT YOU ARE WITH THE FATHER. I LOVE YOU.

pankaj      
Friday December 23, 2011

GOD, I NEED YOUR HELP, YOU KNOW HOW DESPERATELY I AM SURROUNDED BY ADVERSE CIRCUMSTANCES. I DO NOT KNOW HOW THEY ARE EMERGING. I AM SURPRISED, BUT I HAVE FULL FAITH ON YOU AND FURTHER, I AM PUTTING ALL MY PHYSICAL AND MENTAL STRENGTH TO ENCOUNTER PROBLEM. OH, GOD ONLY VERY FEW PEOPLE ARE HERE TO HELP ME, BUT I AM NOT ALONE BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH ME. EITHER TAKE ME WITH YOU OR COME TO HELP ME. YOU ARE THE BIGGEST HOPE AND YOU HAVE TO SOLVE THE PROBLEMS IN MY WAY. I HAVE SEEN SO MANY MIRACLES DONE BY YOU IN MY LIFE, BUT PLEASE THIS TIME I AM TOTALLY HAVING UNPREDICTABLE CIRCUMSTANCES AND I CANNOT UNDERSTANT THE RESULT, NOW I AM LEAVING EVERYTHING ON YOU. PLEASE HELP ME GOD. YOUR LOVING SON, PANKAJ

Tripp Abney      
Thursday December 22, 2011

dear juese hope u tell paw paw i hi i miss him

VICTORIA BOSTON      
Wednesday December 21, 2011

HELLO TO GOD & DICKY. I HOPE THIS FINDS YOU IN & AT PEACE WITH EVERYONE YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH. I KNOW THAT YOU DO ALOT OF SAVING OF MISCHEVIOUS SOULS & PEOPLE IN TROUBLE. I AM ONE OF THEM THAT NEEDS HELP. KATHY IS DOING TOO MUCH AGAIN. IF SHE THINKS THAT GOING FOR MARTORHOOD IS THE WAY TO YOU,,,SOMEONE BEST REMIND HER THAT SHE IS DOING WRONG. WHAT EVER I SAY, SHE GOES THE OPPISITE WAY. VERY DEFINIANT & THE 'I AM RIGHT'' ATTITUDE. I AM TRYING TO BE GOOD & KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT....ANY IDEAS FROM YOU WILL HELP. OF COURSE WITH THAT ATTITUDE, SHE WILL CONTINUE FEELING BAD...SHE NEEDS TO REALIZE THAT. PLEASE HELP ME MAKE SURE THAT I CONTINUE TO HEAL. I LOVE YOU..

Paula      
Monday December 19, 2011

Dear God, This is my first Christmas without Grandma. The part of missing her is the hardest thing. my heart is aching and i know you understand. so please help me through this 1st Christmas without her. i know is she is happy and their is no more pain and she is with jesus himself for his special day. As for me the lights for christmas are dimmer and the holly is not so red as for me i would rather stay in bed. while Jesus has Grandma this Christmas. I have some family but i feel so all alone. SO Jesus you celebrate with grandma and watch over me i pray .for i never thought i would feel this lonely i missing her so badly this very christmas day!!!

VICTORIA BOSTON      
Saturday December 17, 2011

GOD & DICKY. THE DAY WAS YUCKY. WEATHER WISE & LIFE WORTH. KATHY WAS SUPPOSE TO GET HER STUFF FROM PAWN,,DIDN'T HAPPEN. ALL IS VERY SOMBER TONIGHT,,DEPRESSING. MONEY IS LOW, CIGS ARE LOW, MOODS ARE LOW. NOT A GOOD WAY TO END A WEEK. I AM TRYING HARD AS I CAN FINANCIALLY. REALLY WONDERING ABOUT THE NEW VEHICLE. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR SIGHTS...

Re      
Friday December 16, 2011

Dear God...I know I'm not the best person and I make alot of mistakes...but you took my dad away. I need him. My mom doesn't understand. She thinks that I should do the things I used to do...with my dad. But I cant. I can't play sports or do music because those were our things...it's not the same. She won't listen because she doesn't want to hear it. I know you understand...Please help me...I'm running out of options.

Marketta Thomas      
Tuesday December 13, 2011

Dear Father, Forgive me for my sins in wrong doing I come to you with a heavy heart of hurt and worrie. I need you in mylife cause i know without you i cant make it in this life. Everyday is hard for me sense my Mother past 15 years ago i feel lost and hopless like everything in this life im doing compelety wrong. I guess in a way im still morning her death and cant get past it meaning in other words i dont know how. I myself am a mother now of 2 kids not having her around i feel as if i dont know what im doing and not having a father i dont what it is to love another like i would love myself. i forgive them both for not being around but its hard for me as an adult living life not knowing what it feels like to have a mother and a father. so i come to you in need of help with this pain and emptyness i feel inside cause you know its geting the best of me and I cant go on doing this to myself so i come to you in tears as i write this letter. I need you, you the light the way the everything i need to make it. I want to be a better Mother to my children a better relation to my family a better wife and or girlfriend to whomever is with me. and more than anything a child of yours. Help me father with all that i lack in this world. I have sins on my hand yes i do but i ask for your forgiviness in it all cause i know what i do is wrong i admit.Please Father help me to forgive and move on to be happy with you and my family . Father if it is your will that i be with this man Matthew yet it be but if not open my eyes to the reasons as to why i can not but i will forever love him not matter what he has done but if its ment to be father change his heart and lead him to you please. We both need you Father.