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GF      
Sunday March 4, 2012

Dear God, Thanks for all of your blessings. I am very lucky to walk this earth. Please help me be the best person I can and help others. I would love for my bf's birthday to be a magical night for him and I hope and pray that all of his friends rsvp to the night.. To you I am forever grateful. Amen xoxoxoxoxoxo

Crystal      
Sunday March 4, 2012

I have many issues I am dealing with right now and pray for some answers but hear nothing. My most important is my grandma is so sick and I'm so afraid I can't lose my grandma nor do I want to but she said she is tired just tired. It's heart breaking and I don't know what to do. I pray and pray but hear nothing. My longtime boyfriend recently has been not interested in me at all, very cold, sleeps all the time, complains about me and the kids I don't know what is going on. I have ask him what is wrong to tell me if something is wrong and nothing. My ex-husband stated he no wants to sign his rights away as a dad. He has not been part of thier life for the last 9 years so it really doesn't matter but it hurts me for the children. Dear god I need your help I am hurting and just don't know what to do anymore help me please.

me      
Sunday March 4, 2012

I am sorry if all of it sounded it a little angry God. I just ~ I am at the point where I feel like I deserve to have you prove to me that you really love me.

me      
Sunday March 4, 2012

One last thing God ~ This is what type of person I am ~ Despite everything I have been through and how I have been let down both by you and by people: I am not a drug addict. I am not an alcoholic. I have never been a prostitute. I still try to go out of my way to do what is right by other people when the opportunity knocks on my door. In fact, I will treat others better than I treat myself. Still ~ to this day. So, while you are up there with your golden stairs and lovely eternal home that you never have to worry about losing ~ just remember who is down here with a real good heart who has nonsensically struggled ~ by no fault of my own except for being born ~ my entire life.

me      
Sunday March 4, 2012

Dear God, Its me again. Yes. I still feel alone. Totally alone. Despite that you are out there somewhere. I feel let down. I have had a really hard life. I wasn't wanted by my parents when I was born. After being adopted, my adopted father died. Each year after that for 3 years ~ I lost someone close to me. I watched my mother wall off and basically forget me. I have been abandoned over and over. I believed so full heartedly in Christ ~ only for my life to be shattered and turned upside down. I thought that because I was faithful, you would protect me ~ and you didn't. I had a son and struggled for 7 years to raise him by myself. His dad didn't pay what he was suppose to pay, and eventually I was put in the position that I could no longer provide a roof over our head ~ so I had to give my son over to the very man who wouldn't help me to support our child in the first place. Going through all of that ~ a man saw me vulnerable and took advantage of it. Pretending to be an outstanding LDS priesthood holder, he k ~ and took me to a farm house where I didn't know where I was at for the first week ~ in order to 're-educate' me. And, my mother didn't come to my aid then ~ either. So ~ my biological parents end up showing back up in my life after 30 years only to prove that they are total flakes and both hurt me some more. With all of this ~ all the pain from a life time full of pain ~ I went running to the one person in my life that I remember being happy with in my childhood. My high school sweetheart. We got married. I went through hell trying to put his life back together. And at five months pregnant he beat the living hell out of me in my mothers house. And my mother encouraged me to stay with him. I did. He hasn't hit me since. He has been a good father. He provides for us well. But he is also right. I don't think I will ever get over it. How can I trust someone like that? I've gotten to a point where I won't socialize with anyone. I'm scared to death of the next person that is going to hurt me in some way. Because, that is all that people do to me. Hurt me in some way. At this point, I don't have any confidence left in myself. And I wonder why you haven't taken care of me either. Sometimes I wish that you would just bless my life with some lasting peace. A little house in a meadow to raise my daughter in. In a safe place away from people that would every hurt me again. Just a simple ~ peaceful life. But ~ as always ~ its too much to ask ~ isn't it. So ~ I will go on. I will probably cry every day. And wonder why you even created someone that you don't even care about. I mean, really? You know everything ~ and you brought me into this world knowing that people would abandon me as they have, starting before I was even born?l Knowing that I would receive hurt after hurt after hurt. And, not little hurts. All of them have been big huge hurts. How much do you think one person can take? I know that I am nothing special. So, why don't you leave me alone for a little while with some peace? Why is that so hard for you? I'm not sure how I am suppose to love a God who hasn't loved me...

audrey      
Sunday March 4, 2012

Dear God, I know I don't do all the praying that I should and for that I am sorry, but I'm coming to you now to ask for your help. My dog is very ill. I pray to you to help him in getting better and protecting him. People may think its silly for praying for a dog, but he's not a dog to me...he's my best friend. If there's anything you can do to help myself and my dog through this I'd be forever grateful...

Signe      
Sunday March 4, 2012

Thanks SM. Yes I had their music about 6 years, and been a member for 2 years in the club, no one wasn't really my family, in there. But I still have a profile there.. you know. though I can't really be in there or chat with anyone, its like this big wall of the word no. I feel that I kinda let them down. But I dunno how I can be with other people, but only them. - oh ok.. then. :) my ribs hurts and my right arm.. I'm sorry if I seem like someone that is complaining, but my mom doesn't take it serioulsy and is busy doing other stuff.. I once took the bandage off in school, cos they didn't believed hat I hurt my wrist.. :P In the father the son and the holy spirit amen.

megan      
Sunday March 4, 2012

hello is always a good place to start. If you like the guy, then just be yourself and talk to him. If he doesn't seem to respond to that then consider what it is you really like about him. He might not be worth the trouble.