Hanaat     Tuesday July 1, 2008

Dear God , i m waiting for you reply...please

puffdaddy mcfluffy     Monday June 30, 2008

dear god i wish bindi would forgive me , it was my stupid fault for listing to my friends and treating her badly for rejecting me. i wish me and her were friends again cause i miss her everyday even if i dont admit it. thanks god peace

eme     Saturday June 28, 2008

God, its been difficult these past years. But what made it a living hell was the fact that i was told that i had Graves' Disease. I was so happy then. I send everyday writing, reading, researching. It hurts to know there's no cure. I know i can't have a normal productive life. I long for a cure. Another chance at a normal life. God this pain i feel each and everyday is so unbeariable. I notice had hope but i went away. Do you know how it feels like to not feel your own emotions. To not be able physically to love. To be sick is more than being uncapable. It's not having the ability to receive love cause it seems so far away. I scares me to know i can go today or any other without finding happiness. If only you could hear my prayers, chants, screams, and then only then you know what being human really is. Don't discard this letter please. It's my only hope of trying to make people realize that life is no toy. Life is hell and we are tje arcangels. We created this domino affect of a downward spiral. May God help one of us survivors find a cure.

Bharthi     Friday June 27, 2008

AMMA wat i have done upto today y always pulling everything form my hand watever u give y?u made me this much unlucky ?my heart is burning in FIre...............is that much tough to get............AMMA nannu Pray maduthaidini please help me ..........give me back..........

no name sender     Wednesday June 25, 2008

"Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for...For everyone who asks, receives" You said that Lord. Those are your exact words in the Bible. Where are you now? I cry out to you night and day and you're nowhere to be found. I'm in need of your rescue and you've pushed me aside. My faith has been strongly shaken. I pray to you and I beg of you daily to help me and you won't. What have I done wrong? I stay up late at night wondering what I've done and wondering why you won't help me. I've been praying for the same thing for so long now. For months now and I've gotten nothing. When are you gonna help me Lord? I see you helping everyone, except me. He's lost and doesn't know where to turn. Since he won't turn to you, I know you gave him to me so that I could help him. If I'm supposed to help him like you asked, why won't you help me like I've asked You? All I've ever prayed for was his love, that's all I've ever wanted. I begged you for this before I turned away from you and now that I'm back, you still won't help me. I put all my faith, all my hopes, my dreams, and my trust in you. Now I've realized that I'm so depressed because you wont help me. I don't understand it. He lives the life he wants to lead, even if its wrong. He gets everything he wants, even if he does it the wrong way. All I ask for is that he love me back the way I love him and I do the right things, I lead a good life. I'M A GOOD PERSON. But still I get nothing. Why Lord?

Sharmaine     Tuesday June 24, 2008

Lord, I know I keep bothering you over and over about the same thing, but you said it yourself in the Bible, "Keep asking and you shall receive". I have been asking for so long for Ray's love, but still nothing yet. He's so mad at me for no reason now. All because I didn't pick up his phone call. I'm sorry then. I miss him Lord, You see how much I'm suffering. Why won't you answer my prayer like you had promised? Please Lord, if anyone can help me, its you. I pray that he call me or text me today as soon as possible. I miss him so much. Please help Lord. I give you all the thanks and praise Father because it is well deserved by you. Please help me. In Jesus' name, I pray and say AMEN.

Sharmaine     Monday June 23, 2008

Lord, what's happening? I wrote to you, I've prayed to you and I got 2 texts today from him. and as soon as i texted him, he stopped texting back. Why? Why did he just stop talking to me? I miss him Lord and I'm sorry for anything that I've done wrong. But PLEASE. I miss him so much and I need him to talk to me. I Love him, you know this Lord. You brought him to me, why are you taking him away? I have so much faith in you Lord, its the only thing that keeps me going. Please help as soon as possible. In Jesus' name I pray, and say AMEN.

Sharmaine     Monday June 23, 2008

Hi God, How are you today? I hope you're doing well. I'm writing to you again because I need you. I need you the most right now. I've been praying for months for Ray, his life, and our love. I pray that he opens his heart and his eyes and realizes his love for me. I know he's in love with me, but he acts like he doesn't want to be in love with me; but still expects me to be around for him forever. He doesn't always treat me right, but I was told a long time ago and many times from that moment that we were meant to be together and that I was gonna be the one to help him. I believe in that fully. I believe in that so much that its what keeps me going to keep fighting and striving for this relationship to work out. But sometimes the heart aches consume me and I wonder where you are at those times. I pray to you every night and every morning that you'll help Ray to open his eyes to our love. Our love was sent down to us by YOU, Lord. That's how I know that we're meant to be together. One night, I knelt down and I prayed for someone special to come into my life. I prayed that it would be someone who loves me, listens, and will always be around for me. I got two for the price of one--Ray and You. There have been signs all over showing me that Ray is the one and that it's because he was sent down to me by YOU. I mean, the first time we met was at a church party, what more of a sign could I need? I love him so much Lord. I know that there's so many people that say this, but it really applies. I really have never felt this way for anyone before. Before I met him, I would jump into different relationships too quickly and forget the last one as if it was a distant memory. But with Ray, I can't let him go. After four years I still get excited when he calls or texts me. I still get excited when he asks to see me and I still get butterflies when I'm with him. He doesn't realize how much I love him and I know that deep down inside he loves me too. I don't know how everyone can see it but him. I need your help the most right now Lord. Please help him to open his eyes and see the love that we have is great. Help him to open his heart and really feel his love for me. Help us by having our love really shine out of us for each other. Please help our relationship grow upon our love. Help us to stop fighting. Please keep him away from the sin and temptations of drugs and women. Please keep having him call me and text me. I miss him so much and I wish he missed me just as much. Please help us to be slow to anger, slow to speak, and quick to forgive. Keep knocking on his door, Lord. One day he will answer. Please just help us. I give you all the glory, honor, and praise Father, for everything you've done for us and for everything I know you'll do. In your name, I pray and say AMEN.