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u      
Thursday January 26, 2012

dear god, why do u have to send such heartless ppl in my life who don't care abt my feelings at all....who always hurt me uselessly and take away everything from me. i feel so alone these days like i have noone. pls dont do this to me. i dont deserve this. atleast tell me what r u punishing me for. i beg u dont torture me like this. tell me what do u want in return of this. just tell me, i will try to do that. but i dont want so much pain. u r trying to send monsters in my life since so many years. my own sis sometimes mistreats me too badly. what have i done? u dont want me to be happy. take away my life. i dont want it and i dont need it. please take away this life that u have given me as i dont want it. its not my choice to be born in this world, its not my choice to have this suffering either. please kill me. i beg u today. i want to die. i dont want anything else. i hate myself cos others hate me. i resent myself for this. there must be something terribly wrong with me. if u think u r enjoying seeing me like this, then u r heartless too... if u dont like me at all then kill me...send me to hell torture me.... at least i dont have to live here on earth... u think i dont deserve anything good then please kill me soon...u know why? because this good for nothing is taking up this earth's resources, i am wasting my parents money and they dont deserve this at all...they r good people...at least think about them if not me... they are sad about me so much... and i am a burden on them... please release me from these guilts, and world of hatred and suffering... else i will kill myself sometime soon and i mean that....

u      
Thursday January 26, 2012

dear god, why do u have to send such heartless ppl in my life who don't care abt my feelings at all....who always hurt me uselessly and take away everything from me. i feel so alone these days like i have noone. pls dont do this to me. i dont deserve this. atleast tell me what r u punishing me for. i beg u dont torture me like this. tell me what do u want in return of this. just tell me, i will try to do that. but i dont want so much pain. u r trying to send monsters in my life since so many years. my own sis sometimes mistreats me too badly. what have i done? u dont want me to be happy. take away my life. i dont want it and i dont need it. please take away this life that u have given me as i dont want it. its not my choice to be born in this world, its not my choice to have this suffering either. please kill me. i beg u today. i want to die. i dont want anything else. i hate myself cos others hate me. i resent myself for this. there must be something terribly wrong with me. if u think u r enjoying seeing me like this, then u r heartless too... if u dont like me at all then kill me...send me to hell torture me.... at least i dont have to live here on earth... u think i dont deserve anything good then please kill me soon...u know why? because this good for nothing is taking up this earth's resources, i am wasting my parents money and they dont deserve this at all...they r good people...at least think about them if not me... they are sad about me so much... and i am a burden on them... please release me from these guilts, and world of hatred and suffering... else i will kill myself sometime soon and i mean that....

assunta      
Thursday January 26, 2012

please God help me in sorting this problem out i dont have to tell what it is as you know

Me!      
Thursday January 26, 2012

Dear Lord Jesus Thank YOU for my life and for my family. I pray for the person who was brought before me today who is very ill. I pray for the complete healing for this person and take care of the whole family. Lord please take care of all who are in need of YOUR help.Thank YOU for taking care of Signe and may YOU Lord Jesus continue to be by Signe's side all of the time. Lord Jesus I trust in YOU.Amen!

u      
Thursday January 26, 2012

dear god, why do u have to send such heartless ppl in my life who don't care abt my feelings at all....who always hurt me uselessly and take away everything from me. i feel so alone these days like i have noone. pls dont do this to me. i dont deserve this. atleast tell me what r u punishing me for. i beg u dont torture me like this. tell me what do u want in return of this. just tell me, i will try to do that. but i dont want so much pain. u r trying to send monsters in my life since so many years. my own sis sometimes mistreats me too badly. what have i done? u dont want me to be happy. take away my life. i dont want it and i dont need it. please take away this life that u have given me as i dont want it. its not my choice to be born in this world, its not my choice to have this suffering either. please kill me. i beg u today. i want to die. i dont want anything else. i hate myself cos others hate me. i resent myself for this. there must be something terribly wrong with me. if u think u r enjoying seeing me like this, then u r heartless too... if u dont like me at all then kill me...send me to hell torture me.... at least i dont have to live here on earth... u think i dont deserve anything good then please kill me soon...u know why? because this good for nothing is taking up this earth's resources, i am wasting my parents money and they dont deserve this at all...they r good people...at least think about them if not me... they are sad about me so much... and i am a burden on them... please release me from these guilts, and world of hatred and suffering... else i will kill myself sometime soon and i mean that....

Signe      
Thursday January 26, 2012

Dear Lord thank you for this extra ordinary day in my life, its a miracle, I believe the flu, is gone.. :) I feel like so uplifted, even with the negativity in my head. Please don't let it be too late. But I still say no. its like this big wall of THE WORD NO have ruined my life. :( I want my year back I want things to be like it was in 2010.. Before the this happened, before.. please please, please.? Thanks to Me, I believe you heard her prayer's, please protect and comfort Me, she need a job and a good man. Protect her and comfort her, I was asking for help, and she reached out, thank you for letting me find what I'm searching for. Protect me against Tarek (FB) and Isa,(from PPM) their jalousi really hurd me, her status and her posts, is really upsetting, but of course she' also got her chance back.. but just because she already met them, she's asuming, that I wont meet them, and now she really have ruined it for us. I'm crying alot, even my heardache have been at eased. Thanks to this site I found a way to pray to you, after the emptiness, my dear Lord, help me to completely open completely. I pray for everyone on this site and everyone who has trouble's in their life. I can only speak with one person at the time, I just wish I was with him/them now, I saw little Papa in 09 on my street.. :( I believe its stress and the computer, also the digital stuff, why does it have to be digital now? :P In the name of the father the son and the holy spirit, i praise your son Jesus Christ.. Yours sincerely Amen.

u      
Thursday January 26, 2012

dear god, why do u have to send such heartless ppl in my life who don't care abt my feelings at all....who always hurt me uselessly and take away everything from me. i feel so alone these days like i have noone. pls dont do this to me. i dont deserve this. atleast tell me what r u punishing me for. i beg u dont torture me like this. tell me what do u want in return of this. just tell me, i will try to do that. but i dont want so much pain. u r trying to send monsters in my life since so many years. my own sis sometimes mistreats me too badly. what have i done? u dont want me to be happy. take away my life. i dont want it and i dont need it. please take away this life that u have given me as i dont want it. its not my choice to be born in this world, its not my choice to have this suffering either. please kill me. i beg u today. i want to die. i dont want anything else. i hate myself cos others hate me. i resent myself for this. there must be something terribly wrong with me. if u think u r enjoying seeing me like this, then u r heartless too... if u dont like me at all then kill me...send me to hell torture me.... at least i dont have to live here on earth... u think i dont deserve anything good then please kill me soon...u know why? because this good for nothing is taking up this earth's resources, i am wasting my parents money and they dont deserve this at all...they r good people...at least think about them if not me... they are sad about me so much... and i am a burden on them... please release me from these guilts, and world of hatred and suffering... else i will kill myself sometime soon and i mean that....

afih      
Wednesday January 25, 2012

Dear God, What I did today was soo bad. Im very sad about it. my apologies. I swear this won't happen again. IT WAS WRONG. IT MAKES ME SAD THAT I DID IT. Please save me. PLEASE. I don't want to turn into an cyber whore. But today i showed people my boobs on cam which is soo bad. Please Im sorry. Please make this stop. I AM SORRY. I don't want this to happen again. HELP ME, PLEASE. I'll also offer prayer for apology and I promise I won't do this again. I dont know what got into me, sorry. Love, Me.