Grief and Loss

Destiny Magaña      
Saturday February 4, 2012

Dear God, Please lead my Doberman Big Red Magaña to my family up In Heaven so he is not alone and scared and watch for him so he is safe there and let him watch over us as a angel in peace and let his soul rest with you in the beautiful meadows and roam happily and free over his disease he had left earth for. Let him play like the puppy he was before he was sick and left and love him as if he was yours. PS he loves to be rubbed on his belly and eat pig ears he is very friendly plays with anyone who is willing to love him.:) Tell him I love him every day and console him if he misses me as I am with him every day in heart mind and soul. Let him visit if he needs to because he loves us very much and give my dad the strength to not be overwelmded with the death of his baby dog. Thank you God Amen. -Destiny Magaña

Jennifer Walk      
Saturday January 28, 2012

Dear God, I miss my dad. I don't know if you've seen him yet. He passed away last Monday. It was so unexpected, no one knew he had 90% arterial blockage. He was SO healthy. No drinking or smoking. He ate healthy and exercized every day. I'm very sorry that I swore at you and said I hated you that night. I was just so angry. I am only 36. I lost my mom 7 years ago, and I really thought my dad would be around for a very long time. My little girls are just heartbroken. Their other grandpa passed only 3 months ago. Now the 6 year old is just terrified she's going to die. I'm doing my best to help her see that she doesn't need to be so scared. My life is just so upside-down. My husband had a nervous breakdown Tuesday and is now in treatment and I am all alone. I really need your help now. I am just so sad and I am tired of being the strong one. I want someone to tell me that everything will be ok.

R.A....      
Friday January 27, 2012

Dear God, I have always trusted you to my fullest. I submit my will to your will. She is not talking to me. She left talking to me totally. She does not even look at me while she is always around me. I know of no no reason why she cut off from me. Perhaps making and breaking too close relations is very easy for some of your creation. It disturbs a lot. I have a sort of pain in heart day and night. Anyways, I am sure it is you who did it for my good. I am sure this is better for me. All I want to say is "Please give me satisfaction in what you give me, do to me and what you do for me". Your Sincere Servant R.A....

aqua lady      
Tuesday January 24, 2012

Hi, I know i cant be with him, i wont stop loving him either. If I have not succeeded after all this time, I am not going to succeed in the future either.I hope ta ta da dunya har khushali milo shee. I hope sta har arman pora shee. Real love as i understand is that u let them be so they can be everything they wanna be. I hope ta ta agha har sa milo shee chai da sa sta khowahish dai.Khudai dai sta jolai da khoshalo na dakha kee. Khudai dai sta har mushkil asan kee. Khudai dai darla dera kamiabi darkee.Sa kha dar sara na sham kolai, no bad hum dar sara na kol ghowaram. Ya allah ma la sabar raka, da da zra mushkil dai, kaigee kho ba agha chai sa ta gowarai, zama bas kai es na dee. love aqua lady

RS      
Thursday January 19, 2012

Dear Lord: I always believed in you. I had been holding to you so strong even though you have put me to continuous tests. All i had was my dad as a support to me and now you have taken him away from me. I know I did a mistake of believing this man whom I thought to be truly in love with me. He cheated on me. My seven years of life with him is a waste. I am so upset and frustrated with this life. I kept crying to my dad for the sake of this guy and finally I lost my dad. I going to through the tough times of my life. God, please give me the courage and energy to get past this. Please lead me in the right path. Please make him repent for his mistake. He promised my dad that he will marry me but he didn't keep up his promise. He is happy with his newly wed wife and family whereas I am struggling with the pain of losing my family. Please God save me!

"Little One"      
Tuesday January 17, 2012

Dear God, Please help me so much. My grandpa died and when I called his voicemail today to hear his friendly familiar voice, the cellphone company had reassigned it to a different person and their voice answered me instead. I just wanted to hear his voice again so bad, especially because I've been having a hard time since I came home from college on christmas break. i keep telling myself life will get better but i'm still so down. And all i wanted was to hear his voice, but it's gone, just like he is. And I found a kid that I really care about. like really really care about. And I think he cares about me. But he has a girlfriend, who he is still faithful too. I would never do anything. He would never do anything. But we're best friends and sometimes just being around him kills me. Especially right now when all I want to do is run next door and knock on his door and have him hold me while i cry. but i can't. cause he has a girlfriend. i feel like when you feel the way i do about this person, and when we get along so well, that those two people should end up together. but it's been four months since we met, and it still kills me every day. and i don't know if we'll ever be together. i just hope and pray. Please give me some comfort this week, throw me a bone, please. it's hard. and doing all this exhausting army stuff at college is rough too. Thanks, Little One

I am so angry God      
Tuesday January 17, 2012

you know I am not angry with you. However, maybe shame on me for calling my husband a big headed jack ass. I really think maybe if you turn him into one it would be good. Even if just for a few days. I mean not really but in your realme. So he can see the stupidity of how he acts toward me and even others. I am so tired of feeling like a peice of nothing. or garbage. or? Anyways God, I know that you don't make junk so I trust in what you will choose to do. Een if it means me getting a woppen. I love you God and trust you with everything. But you already know everything because You are God amen and thank you Jesus for your blood because without it I could not come to you in this way amen

Brandon      
Monday January 16, 2012

Dear God, We all miss grandma and wish we could have her back in our lives. One thing straight she never left she will always be in my heart. I love her so much and it's very hard to say this with out having tears in my eyes but as much as I would love to be with her and see her again I am glad and happy to know she isn't suffering pain anymore and is in a better place watching over my family as we grow. I love you lots grandma I will never forget you and I am glad to see your in a better place now.