deepa     Thursday September 9, 2010

Dear God, how are you, well before i even start pouring out my miseries please please please do respond to this letter of mine am alreaady waiting for one individual to respond, am hoping u will not make me wait. thanks god i am in love :) in love with gaurav i do not knw whether he loves me at all or for that matter even remembers me at all he says that he has got operated lord thanku for getting rid of his illness, please make him healthy soon there is a lot of dream she has and he loves you too, he is so capapble of giving happines to so many people and honestly i have not come across too many people, u se most of them are busy keeping themselves happy its tough you knw dnt mind my grammer and typos lord please give gaurav health wealth and happines and above all help him find his love, yes i do wish i am that person but if its not meant to be am sure you have a very good reason for that please make me see that reason too so that it helps me to gt over the pain of being rejected by gaurav lord this pain.....y des it hurt so much youkn eomsethign god i am loosing sensation i dnt feel the pain of others now and that scares me its liek somethign inside me has slowly faded aways a spce filed with numbness pain and sorrow nothign but a gnawing pain i just wish to now stare into empty space and do nothing god i wish you would tell me this you knw he most important thing for me is to be loved and that is the thing you have not given e how do i fucntion without my fuel u knw what i mean lord i do not need to eplain to you what i mean by love, any one else not understandng i understand but you knw exactly waht i mean i need you lord, its urgent very very urgent, i need youto empty my heart and fill it with your love, use me lord use me to spread joy, peace, love, hope, use me instead of making others use me to gt their selfish desires fulfilled y dont u use me to spread your love not through any scriptures or books or preaching, just through your silence through a look, a smile, a hand that holds another when one needs a hand to hold them, just a soft touch a compassionate look, a hand on the head yes i do wish id find a life partner soon because it gets very very lonely and i alomst found one in gaurav a partner i knew i would be very happy with but it seems you had othre plans right now i have no motive to live for, no road to walk on no destination that i wish to reach please give me a reason to live lord a road to walk on that leads to you a partner to walk with so that i do nt feel lonely anymore give me a dream lord my eyes are empty give me hope my heart is filled with hopelessness give me love so that i can love back i ask u lord cause there is no one else i can go to and lord i do thank you for mom dad jeetu lina rahul mihir and rohan :) thank you lord for keeping them safe and protected i love uo lord and please tell gaurav i love him too you lord i trust my solace is you, my hope is you my anchor is you you keep me going lord u are my rock og gibraltor but i really wish i coul dfeel you hold you gta bear hug from you my body aches to be hugged loved and caressed i wish you would come and take me in you arms anf hug me kiss me on my forhead and tell me deppa all is well i am here for you no one will harm you am so tired god i want to sleep foreve tell everine i love them and go to sleep forever am tired lord am so tired of what i do not knw but am tired and exhausted to having to prove myself worhty of someonels love all the time lord can i come back to you u make a ur angel i will help everone but pls make me someone who dsnt feel my own pain who does not feel lonele ever no matter what who only feels someone elses pain and helps them get over it wipes the pain away so tht they can breath and live and do nto feel exhausted and tired i need you to take me away lord please take me away lord waht if the hidden truth make me come face to face with the hidden truth. in your name lord anything is possible in

Tina     Tuesday September 7, 2010

Dear God, THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR THIS JOB OPPORTUNITY I HOPE I CAN MAKE YOU PROUD. God thank you so much you have no idea how much this means to me it makes me feel like i have a purpose & i'm not just waisting my time. Jesus & God i ask a favor of you can you please get Ralph. T to understand & see how much he has hurt me with all his lies & cheating ways. Please get him to see how much i loved and cared about him & that no other chick will ever love or care about him the way that i did. Please get him to realise this chick & others chicks he has been seeing & doing stuff with will just hurt him or cause him pain. Please get him to realise just going from chick to chick play with there hearts & causing people pain is not right & in the long run will just cause him the post pain of all.

o     Tuesday September 7, 2010

Dear God! I need your help with Craig always seems like. I really want him to be happy with the world and with himself and with me. I know I am not always right in my decisions and judgments, but he really seems to overreact a lot and to underestimate himself soooo much! Please God give him strengths and wisdom to overcome his past and to move forward to the brighter future. Please give me tools and knowledge to help him with that and be with him and be there for him. I really want it to work out between us and I am trying my hardest. Sometimes I am afraid that because he is too afraid and because he has such a low self esteem, he will leave jsut because he feels inferior, but you and I both know that he is not and that he has a HUGE heart and he is loveing and caring and is a good person. He needs help and I need help to help him. Please God, help us! Dear Craig's mom! If only you can hear me from the other world, please please help us too! I do not know much about what happened with you and him when you were alive and why he is so bitter now, but whatever it was please forgive him and I hope he too will forgive you if he did not already. Please help him think better about himself and help him find his self worth. Thank you and rest in peace! Thank you God for always listening to me and being there for me!

Your Son(Jeff) Save By Grace     Monday September 6, 2010

Dear God, I have so much hurt in my heart! I pray to you in the mighty name of Jesus please restore my heart. God give me life the peace only you can give. I know you call me to a great mission here on earth, and I am not fulfilling that purpose or plan. I have been hurt in ministry and church, and I cannot move pass this situation that only supposed to make me better. My family was destroyed which I devoted my complete life to winning in your wonderful kingdom. This great storm came with problems, and I have no relationship with my mother, sisters, brothers, or family. I have now devoted my complete life too covering and protecting my children(son and daughter) from experiencing the hurt which I have experience so it leaves me with no life. I am damage goods but I love you God with all my heart. God! I do not pray like I know to pray and I do not operate faith like it was invested in me. I am a sinner save by grace (your grace) but I want to know you like the call which was put on my life. I want to look to your voice but I cannot trust man because of my past hurt please help my heart. Thank you God! Thank you for Jesus Christ!!!

scho     Sunday September 5, 2010

God,I'm hurt..

Dilip     Sunday September 5, 2010

God, yesterday, i spoke to my family and to my mother's brother's daughter and her husband, it was good God, thankyou God, i pray for their peace God, thankyou God, i pray for guidance for my thesis God, thankyou God, i pray for peace, thankyou God

Elfira T     Sunday September 5, 2010

Dear God, Heavenly Father... Last month has been a very tough month for me, today I just can't hold it anymore, the feeling I have inside. I worried about my boyfriend, who is currently on duty in Afghanistan, its been one month and 5 days I had no letter, no calls from him, I dont know what happened to him..I pray everynight for You, asking for his safety, and now I send this letter to you, hope that You will give me strenght to go through this, please protect him in your hand O Lord..amen.

josh     Saturday September 4, 2010

please god have vanessa get a chance to read this, listen to this please http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pNDpxkf3hk