Being alone

rishitha      
Sunday December 25, 2011

hi god

Stab      
Sunday December 25, 2011

God I know it is you birthday, and I should be giving you something instead of asking for anything. But is it Christmas, and I don't know what to do. if you could send me a sign that I am going to find a good job again, or at least have a good career again if I need to go back to school. Or if you could at least tell me what I did to do. I just don't want to be homeless and destitute. I just want to be safe and secure and happy and what ever it is to be a useful part of society. I sorry if I made all the wrong choices in my educations and that I am not the best at finding a new job. Bit I know you have done good also and you are also looking out for me. I have money saved up and I have a place to stay. but io want to be on my own. I want to be able to live and feel like an successful adult. I keep hoping if I will say the right things i will be able to figure things out and my life will turn around. But i cannot seem to figure this all out. i am so scared my life is just going to be crap from here on out. i don't know what to do. i want to have a job career and life again. I want life to be safe and good again. And it you help everyone else who is in my situation and worse i would appreciate it. I know we have screwed up a lot. And i am sorry. Just please help. I don't know what else to say. I am sorry please help. But merry Christmas happy birthday also. I am sorry. Stab

sofia05me!      
Saturday December 24, 2011

father, thank you for my mom health. i appreciate her more i can't stand the thought of loosing her. i pray you give me the strength to go through all teh bad that happen this last year and i hope next year is better for me and my family. No more tragendies pls as i am feeling very depressed. my bf is being tempted by the devil not sure the relationship will last but if it is your will nothing is impossible you can restore anything in this world that go wrong Father. i ask for your help and guidance as i need you so much father. give me the sign i need to give up or move forward with him. i beg you and help us all with your health. bless us and love us father. your daughter sofia05

christian      
Friday December 23, 2011

Dear God, I know everything happens according to your timing. I try so hard to remember that daily, but I still can't help but feel lonely. I pray that you will put a good man in my path. I pray for an honest, kind hearted man who wants to love me in return. I also ask that you help me to open my heart up to love, to not feel fearful of it not working out. I wholeheartedly know that I am ready to give my heart to someone special God, please give me the chance to do so. I am so tired of being by myself, I pray that it is my time to feel the incredible joy that comes along with being in love with someone else. Love, Christian :)

christian      
Friday December 23, 2011

Dear God, I know everything happens according to your timing. I try so hard to remember that daily, but I still can't help but feel lonely. I pray that you will put a good man in my path. I pray for an honest, kind hearted man who wants to love me in return. I also ask that you help me to open my heart up to love, to not feel fearful of it not working out. I wholeheartedly know that I am ready to give my heart to someone special God, please give me the chance to do so. I am so tired of being by myself, I pray that it is my time to feel the incredible joy that comes along with being in love with someone else. Love, Christian :)

zafar      
Thursday December 22, 2011

i don't want to live anymore, i want to die

colek karuzis      
Tuesday December 20, 2011

Dear god, I have been put up with so much stress lately I don't know how much longer I can take living here . I just feel so unloved even tho my mom does so much for me . I just wanna be successful in this life and not have too bust my ass for what my dad and brother have too do. I don't feel like I need to get anything for christmas just cause I feel so ashamed of myself being the way I am. I feel unloved by everybody and i feel like i dont have friends . Im 15 and put under this much stress and i no its not good believe me theres nothing id like more then too be stress free. If you can help me god get threw my high school years and help me make it too my music producing dream and the end of it all. I will be iternally greatful. In jesus name amen.

your dear daughter      
Monday December 19, 2011

Hello, I'm just writing to you to tell you that under all my hate and all of my fear I still love you. Never will I forget you, never will I. Leave your side. I ask for you, I ask for your strength I ask for all of you. Please help me. I'm a lost case and all poeple do is doubt me I even doubted myself into a path to what in their eyes is wrong. Why can't I wrap my head around anything anymore? Al I want is to be free from this ongoing circle of life. Its a gift yes but all I want is for it to end, more than anything did I want to be with you. I can see I'm not worthy of you but please help my regain my sanity. I'm I all wrong? I had a dream one day. It was beautiful yes it was. But then in thee end it turned to be thee opposite. I was going through a forrest of colors and obstycles all wich I defeted and in the end I was infront of the brightest, warmest welcoming light. For every person with me was there a star in the sky. Every star was rising higher and higher closer to you. All excpet mine. It rose and rose until a piont where it began to fall. My hand reached up in pain trying to reach the sky trying to join you but everything stopped and I couldn't reach you. I was left alone as the foret began to sleep. When I turned around to search for someone, anyone a door apeared. I reached for it hopefull that it was another way up but it was locked. I was stuck. I was permenetly lost. The light began to set into the distant ocean leaving me behind.