no name sender     Friday July 4, 2008

Lord, Everyday I pray to you for the same thing. I pray for Ray, Father. I pray everyday that you help ease the battle going on inside of him. He's battling bad influences of friends, drugs, and life. He knows all the things that he does wrong, Lord, he just doesnt know how to change it. I want to help him so badly, but I know that I'll end up getting hurt. He tells me this all the time. I dont know what to do anymore. I want to be with him so badly and I know that our love was meant to be. You sent him down to me so that I could love him. You sent him down to me so I could help him. His parents tell me all the time that I will be the one to change him, that we'll be together in the end. Two nights ago, I worked up the courage to finally tell him that I was letting him go. Even though I'm letting him go, I know I'm still in love with him and I know that he's still in love with me. I told him that he doesnt deserve the kind of love that I have for him and that he's not ready for it. The truth is, I am still in love with him and I do want to help him---but I want to help myself first. I've put Ray first in my life for so long and I want to put myself first now. I love him but he doesnt seem to understand that. Please, Lord, I'm begging you. I'm still in love with him. I still want us to be together. Please help Ray by guiding him to the light. Guide him to the lighted path of your ways Father. Help him come into his success. All that he wants to do is go to school, get his hand fixed, and go to the marines. Please help his dreams come true. I know that he said things would be better if I went with him and I know that its true. Please make it happen Lord. I'm giving everything to you Lord. My life is in your hands. Whatever you have in store for me, I will take with no hesitation. I want to give you my life, Lord. I want to give you everything because in return, I know that you will give me everything that I want and deserve. I pray to you Father, Please, answer my prayers. Help Ray and I get back together soon. Help him to realize his love for me and come back to me. I life Ray and I to you Lord and ask for your blessings and love. Please bring us back together in due time. When you feel that we finally deserve each other. I'll never stop praying for this. I have faith in you Father, please dont forsake me. I carefully give you back all the glory, praise, and honor Lord. In your name, Jesus, I pray and say AMEN.

my name is Jamie Byrne     Monday June 30, 2008

dear holy trinity ithank you for helping spain so far and i ask you in the name of Jesus Christ that you help them to win the game 2 goals to 1 thank you very much jamie. Amen

david byrne     Monday June 30, 2008

hello god i'm david i'm up for Germany to win if you hate Spain you'll let them loose. But I respct your decision they're bot great teams.

Nadia     Sunday June 29, 2008

Diosito lindo, thank you so much for always looking out for me & Cesar and all our family and friends. Thank you for taking care of us and for giving us such wonderful things that we cherish so much. Please continue taking care of us and everyone we love and care about. Please let us all be happy, healthy, safe, and successful. Please, please, please let me get a job. I would love to work for West Orange High School and help out all those students that can use someone like me that cares for their success and wellbeing. If not there, then anywhere...please!! My husband is stressed and I really need to start working, not only because I want to begin my career, but also because I need to. We need to survive and not have to ask our parents for financial help. They work so hard, they deserve to enjoy their money. Please let me get hired somewhere so I can start working in the next month or two. Thank you for listening, I love you.

Bharthi     Friday June 27, 2008

AMMA wat i have done upto today y always pulling everything form my hand watever u give y?u made me this much unlucky ?my heart is burning in FIre...............is that much tough to get............AMMA nannu Pray maduthaidini please help me ..........give me back..........

no name sender     Wednesday June 25, 2008

"Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for...For everyone who asks, receives" You said that Lord. Those are your exact words in the Bible. Where are you now? I cry out to you night and day and you're nowhere to be found. I'm in need of your rescue and you've pushed me aside. My faith has been strongly shaken. I pray to you and I beg of you daily to help me and you won't. What have I done wrong? I stay up late at night wondering what I've done and wondering why you won't help me. I've been praying for the same thing for so long now. For months now and I've gotten nothing. When are you gonna help me Lord? I see you helping everyone, except me. He's lost and doesn't know where to turn. Since he won't turn to you, I know you gave him to me so that I could help him. If I'm supposed to help him like you asked, why won't you help me like I've asked You? All I've ever prayed for was his love, that's all I've ever wanted. I begged you for this before I turned away from you and now that I'm back, you still won't help me. I put all my faith, all my hopes, my dreams, and my trust in you. Now I've realized that I'm so depressed because you wont help me. I don't understand it. He lives the life he wants to lead, even if its wrong. He gets everything he wants, even if he does it the wrong way. All I ask for is that he love me back the way I love him and I do the right things, I lead a good life. I'M A GOOD PERSON. But still I get nothing. Why Lord?

Lilac.     Wednesday June 25, 2008

Well...... He did not pop up today again. I'm feeling like a crap myself. Again and again falling for him. Yesterday I wrote a poem on him, here. I kept it in my heart all day. Then forgot that he is a jerk. I'm kinda sad right now. He comes everyday. stays for long long time. Never busy. But the day I wanted him to be here, ONLY that day he did appear? Yes. It must have been love, but it's over now? Is it? I'm not sure. I'm listening to that song from ,like last 5 hours in different breaks. To stuck in it. Saying my self...Its over its over its over! And mooooooore I try to forget him, more he is in my mind, and mooooooooore I get into him. Sometimes I am being a goofy thing. I mean why can't I just quit him, my addiction? Is he the only guy of this world I need to be? Why can't I just be in peace!?! BR was on his knees for me. He was just awesome! I could have him so easily! But I chose to be with this NOT very nice guy? lol. I need to be hospitalised. Needs a doctor. Maybe........I need to commit suicide. But I can't just get him off of my mind, and my heart? God....are you with me?

Sharmaine     Tuesday June 24, 2008

Lord, I know I keep bothering you over and over about the same thing, but you said it yourself in the Bible, "Keep asking and you shall receive". I have been asking for so long for Ray's love, but still nothing yet. He's so mad at me for no reason now. All because I didn't pick up his phone call. I'm sorry then. I miss him Lord, You see how much I'm suffering. Why won't you answer my prayer like you had promised? Please Lord, if anyone can help me, its you. I pray that he call me or text me today as soon as possible. I miss him so much. Please help Lord. I give you all the thanks and praise Father because it is well deserved by you. Please help me. In Jesus' name, I pray and say AMEN.