Being alone

A.H      
Saturday January 28, 2012

Father, i love you and thank you for all you have done and still are doing for me you have blessed me so much. thank you for protecting us last night. father i dont know what to do i feel as thought im stuck i dont know where to go what to do. i feel like i have failed myself you and everyone else all i want to do is cry.im trying to be strong and know you only put on me what i can handle. i dont know if there anymore that i can i dont know where to go in the carrer field i thought i has chosen right but now im back to square one. please guide to the right direction. we cant find a house im not trying to complain lord i know you have way worse things your dealing with and mine are only minor things in this thing called life. please show me what to do lord im lost sad i pray one day you bring the right person into my life and i have a job and im able to marry and live a godly life with you as our main focus. i thank you for everything lord amen

tony c      
Wednesday January 18, 2012

Dear God thank you for all your help and that you gave me strength to live my wife and to start the divorce.I hope it will end soon and that I will get my kiddo back. Thank you for the days I can see and play with my little girl, she is a true sunshine. If possible, can you be so kind and this time help me find a true love a nice smart good looking girl, who will love me for who I am and not for the money. You know who I like and wish for... I trust your judgement. And I believe in you. Amen

tony c      
Wednesday January 18, 2012

My lord, please come to me. Im in desperate need of your help :( i dont want to do anything stupid like commit suicide but it feels like the easiest way out. You made us all in your image regardless of what ANYBODY says, and i accept that. You laid upon us a path in which we self discover, and i accept that. U made me gay, u made me beautiful, caring, full of love, and laughter. For the record, i dont feel like commiting suicide because im gay. I love being gay. I am very sad, Lord. I feel broken and i been feeling like this for such a long time. I feel like crying almost everyday. U see me. Ive tried praying to you, asking u and talking to you as if you were right there next to me physically. Yet i haven't heard anything back. I must be doing it wrong. What is making me sad might be stupid to others and thats why i hold my feelings inside. I just want a boyfriend. One that will honestly love me. One i will be attracted to emotionally, physically, and spiritually. My other half. It kills me that i have sooo much love to offer but theres no one to love me back. I loved another guy before. I loved Z*** with all my heart that i let him hurt me for his happiness. I thought it woulda worked out. Since i left him i just been so hurt, im only wanted for one thing by others. Its not what i want. Also the choice ive made of moving to help my sister is in the way of what i can only think is happiness. Am i doing the right thing. Please come before me and speak to me. Im crying when im alone and inside almost everyday for the past 3 yrs. I may seem like a depressed crazy person to others, but im just in need of help and love.

Anita      
Wednesday January 18, 2012

Dear God, i am so alone! its 7 months now he left me! he got engaged and soon will be married! ... but me i coulnt find anyone ... plz god i need a relationshop plz send me my princesses? plz send me i am soo alone! i duno whether my mom is finding someone or not! plz God! u love us more than our father or mother, parents get worried about thier children family life? arent you worried for me? i trust in you ... i know you will send him very soon ... whatever you have decided for me! would be best!

Daniel      
Tuesday January 17, 2012

Hi God, How are you? : ) I hope your doing fine. I miss you so much!! love your child, Daniel

M.B.      
Tuesday January 17, 2012

I'm depressed but i hide it every day with a smile, i can't find anymore love, i'm sinking inside of me loneliness...

no name sender      
Friday January 13, 2012

My wife and kids abandoned me 6 months ago. My 11 year old daughter and I were close. In just 6 weeks she went from calling me "Awsome daddy" to "You dont deserve to be called my daddy". I've seen her only once since they left. My son and wife completely alienated her from me. I was a stay at home dad and all is now gone. I think I could handle any other problem in life, losing my home, cancer, etc. if I still had the love if my family. Their love would have gotten me through. Now I have nothing. My wife and my to flesh and blood are gone. I wish you would just take me home God. The pain is too much. I wish it were your will that I'd just fall asleep and not wake up. Every minute it hurts more.

Becca      
Wednesday January 11, 2012

God, I know you cannot make someone love you, but I also know we gave up on something good. This has been the hardest few weeks of my life and I have carried you with me, but I need you more than ever right now. We talked about forever, I know he is just going through a phase...and I am asking you to help guide him. Please...help him find hisself, and bring him back to me. Please...I have never felt so helpless, and I have never missed someone quite like I miss him right now. Please help us.